Ever since Paul has been gone I’ve been ferociously applying to jobs, editing my resume, cover letter and don’t forget sitting around the house in my underware. I’ve attempted to keep the house clean, but I’m LAZY with no one watching me clean up. Beeks has been sleeping on the sofa, floor, under table…anywhere except for the bedroom. She did come visit yesterday and looked confused as she trotted around the bed and didn’t see Paul—she would have run away anyways if she did see him. I think she slept on the floor last night, afraid of the thunderstorm. If only she were a snuggle kitty. She does sit next to me when I apply my heart out to jobs. I am so fed up with my current job. They tried to get me to come in today and to give me another day off later in the week but I said no, the USA game was more important to me. I have a feeling I won’t be able to get away from saying no for a while. I’m always tired, my body hurts and I’m not motivated to go to work after having some days off. Hopefully one of these jobs will come through with at least an interview to keep me motivated.